Most of this was for myself. As a surrogate, of course, it always affects The Whole. I am told to discern with care access to my energy but the current tricksters donât speak English and free website translation misses encoded details. I smile. They lurk. I strengthen my Golden Aura. Divine Love Vibrates. Find your own way, My Darlings. Much Love to you on your journey. My energy is for myself. I have no record of anything that I wrote while in Lapua, more indication to let it simmer. I finally walked into a cafĂ©, glance at the chalkboard to see whatâs being promoted. Seeing only Finnish, I inquire about what I read: âWhat is churrotâŠâ the volume of my voice dwindles as I hear myself pronounce aloud what Iâm seeing, âIs that churros?! You have churros?!?â âYes, my husband works in Spain.â Churros, fuera la carta en Finlandia. As the realization hits me, I tune into the music playing in the background, âYouâre playing Spanish music.â âYes, itâs happier than Finnish music,â she laughs. I do a little OlĂ© with my hand, sit into it all, and groove to the beat. Kippis. Spain isnât loosening its grip. Spain continues to remind me Who Is Home. Donovanâs film essay is relevant: Donovan.ie as is the 33,333 km distance between the Old Churches of Finland: Map. Finnish origins talk of an egg. J.R.R. Tolkien was directly influenced by the Kalevala: The Kalevala, English translation. I come home and the trilogy is streaming free for another week. I am gifted a Sky Quartz from Mt Simpsiö. In Greek, it means, âsummary.â I find a bullet without its casing. Sanat Kumaraâs keynote is found in the composition, by Jean Sibelius: Finlandia. I listened to it many times, trying to lift the veil of connection between Divine Love and Freedom through acts of [fighting?]. We are rising up out of the timeline that requires such ridiculousness. I clear thousands of lifetimes of trauma. âThe Sound of Freedomâ aligns with âpink rose lineageâ as does, âAmyâ in Gematria numerology: www.gematrix.org as does, âPistis Sophia:â Pistis Sophia. Pink roses were everywhere, as were horses. Itâs all related. The Light frequencies of Sacred Geometry pulsate in jubilation of being seen. Itâs a party. I was told, âToday is the day!â I was told exactly when to walk outside. I saw the Northern Lights. Unable to articulate here what that moment does in my soul but to say the least, the epitome of Sublime, grandeur inspiring awe at oneâs smallness. At the end of Anna, Sarâh goes to Ibiza, on page 333: A Sequel. Shall I continue, or have we reached our limit for today? Did you notice the book cover? Shall I continue? Those who desire more, may inquire more and acquire more. The Time is Now. I wasnât allowed to go to France, but its presence is still making itself known. I wasnât allowed to go to Barcelona, Athens, London, Leeds, all the places I tried to go instead of going home. âMe gustas tĂșâ comes on the radio: Enjoy!. How is this even possible? The song was #1 on Spanish charts in 2001. Curious, I look up the musician, âa French-born Spanish musician, born in Paris.â Of course, he was; that makes more sense now. Does it?! Sense in the terms of âsensing,â it's original source, of course it does. Essence. A cupcake is served to me on a saucer donning a pink rose, the same cup and saucer set that Iâd just bought myself at the kirppis and somehow Iâd made room in my carry-on to keep it. The exact same. A friend sends me a photo and a video of a rogue seal. I say, ârogueâ in jest. Now, I had the first glimmer of ganas to return, a kiss from a rose Seal. Iâm confused on whatâs a blog and whatâs fine art, as life and art become one and the same. Just hold on, weâre going home⊠Thanks, Drake.